♥ Monday, July 25, 2005 ♥ 9:43 PM
Life sucks.

My life sucks. Don't bother. Don't ever bother to ask me why.

You smoked. You fought. You dyed your hair. You drank. You lost weight. You talk differently.

I wasn't there to experience all these with you. I'm a failure. I sucks. No wonder my life sucks. No wonder. Now, it explains all. I understand why you made this decision. Because no one can ever stand me. I'm cursed. No one is suppose to love me. I shall be a loner forever.

Fuck all those people who treat me well. I'm not wroth it ok. Fuck off. Just let me be a fucking bitch.