Had the test yesterday. Had mixed feelings for the paper. Really hope I can pass. This time I don't care if it's just a boreline passing, I just want it to be a pass.

Had a little argument with the guy. I'm such a disappointment. I knew I had crossed the line. I hate myself when things like that had been screwed up.

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First time overslept and couldn't make it to school today. And I can't believe that I actually overslept for an afternoon class. If it's a morning class, it's still believeable but afternoon. Gosh. I must be really tired. No wonder he kept wanting me to sleep.

Anyway, Fatin threw a whole chunk of songs to me a few days back. All of it were super nice but I find one of it really special. It reminds me three years back when we had a rough journey together.

Introducing Secondhand Serenade's It's Not Over.

The singer, John Vesely, seemed to be crying while he was singing... and he's damn cute.

Anyway here is the lyrics to the song.

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you, or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

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Neat song. Love it? Grab it from Fatin or me. =)