Spent the whole of yesterday doing my essay. Lack of motivation every now and then. But he sent me a message that got me feeling so crazily happy. He made my day totally.

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Today. I'm really stressed out with the essay. Tomorrow's the deadline and I'm still unable to finish it. So stressed up that I said the wrong things and upset him. Regretted what I said but it was too late. What had been said had already been said. I'm so stupid. Fucking hate myself.